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Written July 2023

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You’re like a spiral to me
Like a curling iron, colorful, twisting and spinning me
Taking me in
Taking me down
Twirling
Winding
With you

You’re like nothing
And everything
It means everything
When i hold your arms
Curl myself around your shoulders
Feel how different you are
To my mom
Or my dad
Who i hug much more often

Kill me
Take me into your home
Hold my hand
Lean in
Press me against the floor
Crush me
With everything
You have

I’m not in love with you
I don’t think i have ever been
But you’re like a clot in my throat
That i can't swallow down
A shag carpet
In the rain
With beautiful winding red and gold and emerald green
Mold
Sinking me
Into helpless world

Miles away
Another planet
My galaxy
My stars
Holding tight
Pushing me under the water
Sprouting flowers from my hair
Planting me
Turning my soil up
Throwing me out of the sky
Running with me
Beating against the pavement
Like music
Where will you go
When I'm not around?